Hello Ladies,
I am busy trying to finally after a year long battle in court with my now religious Ex Husband. I am trying to put my Divorce behind me, I cant say that I am happy or proud of our Divorce. I believe its really a shame two people after 35 years of marriage could not come to some meeting of the minds and believe it was in God hands and we just did not belong together. In the end I had hoped we could have remain on speaking terms but he has become very hostile towards me and suddenly realized we are now divorced so he cut off all contact with me. I am totally ok with this as long as it can be forever as I have been hurt by him for my next several life times LOL.
I do however wish him well and that God watch over him and would never wish him any harm as that is just not me. He remains the Father of my two boys and I pray he does not cut them off as well because that is usually a tactic he will use to try and hurt me. I am no longer angry with him and currently just dealing with the pain of it all. Losing my home, animals, and material things is not easy by any means. Life does however go on and much better is awaking me I am open to what is possible.
I have began working on my new Ebook about my Healing process, what I have learned from Meditation and Self healing.
a few things covered in my book are:
Healing Your Soul the power of Stones and Crystals
Using Your Angels and Guides for help
Daily Mirror Work
Developing your Higher Self and Energy Field
Eating for the Living Being
I will post a few entries on here as well for everyone to read...
According to my religion God will destroy me and my boys because l never committed adultery and l divorced on grounds of mental cruelty so l have a price to now pay back to God. Its why l believe religion is just a form of mind control. I don't believe a God of pure love is going to punish me because l was born a sinner. Sinning is our lesson our soul advances by following its destiny. With God ALL things are possible. Its all about our power of belief, God gave us a mind and the free will not to serve him out of fear, but from a position of love, because God at least the one I believe in is Eternal Love, he says Love covers a multitude of sin, so why is my sin any different? I was born as a sinner into this matrix. I love God because his love for mankind is perfect we can never match or come even close to it but we know how we love and how powerful love is so Gods love has to be a thousand times greater then what mere humans can even imagine. God gives the greatest gifts out of no way and no how things change and the sun comes out again and again.
I am busy trying to finally after a year long battle in court with my now religious Ex Husband. I am trying to put my Divorce behind me, I cant say that I am happy or proud of our Divorce. I believe its really a shame two people after 35 years of marriage could not come to some meeting of the minds and believe it was in God hands and we just did not belong together. In the end I had hoped we could have remain on speaking terms but he has become very hostile towards me and suddenly realized we are now divorced so he cut off all contact with me. I am totally ok with this as long as it can be forever as I have been hurt by him for my next several life times LOL.
I do however wish him well and that God watch over him and would never wish him any harm as that is just not me. He remains the Father of my two boys and I pray he does not cut them off as well because that is usually a tactic he will use to try and hurt me. I am no longer angry with him and currently just dealing with the pain of it all. Losing my home, animals, and material things is not easy by any means. Life does however go on and much better is awaking me I am open to what is possible.
I have began working on my new Ebook about my Healing process, what I have learned from Meditation and Self healing.
a few things covered in my book are:
Healing Your Soul the power of Stones and Crystals
Using Your Angels and Guides for help
Daily Mirror Work
Developing your Higher Self and Energy Field
Eating for the Living Being
I will post a few entries on here as well for everyone to read...
According to my religion God will destroy me and my boys because l never committed adultery and l divorced on grounds of mental cruelty so l have a price to now pay back to God. Its why l believe religion is just a form of mind control. I don't believe a God of pure love is going to punish me because l was born a sinner. Sinning is our lesson our soul advances by following its destiny. With God ALL things are possible. Its all about our power of belief, God gave us a mind and the free will not to serve him out of fear, but from a position of love, because God at least the one I believe in is Eternal Love, he says Love covers a multitude of sin, so why is my sin any different? I was born as a sinner into this matrix. I love God because his love for mankind is perfect we can never match or come even close to it but we know how we love and how powerful love is so Gods love has to be a thousand times greater then what mere humans can even imagine. God gives the greatest gifts out of no way and no how things change and the sun comes out again and again.
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